I don’t know exactly where to begin here, I've never written anything as such or let alone exposed myself to people who I will probably never meet in my lifetime, but I can tell you this… at 32 life has decided to press the re-set button on me. I don’t know if this is a bad thing or good thing, all I can say is that I’m trying to embrace this change with the little notice it has given me. Most mornings I wake up thinking what has gone wrong and why this is happening? Whatever the reason may be I still have faith and hope that my life will turn out to be what I imagined it would be 4 years ago. This takes me to the reason why I decided to write this blog. Some may say is therapeutic but I think it's more than that because during this process I'm finally starting to understand more of me and my wants.

I, like many other women out there, think about settling down and this thought becomes stronger and more powerful when you find yourself living or in a relationship with that person. Mine was sort of a fairy tale as to how we met, which then lead to 3 years with this person. He was everything I never wanted (keyword: never) but won me over somehow…I know funny right? We talked marriage, kids and growing old watching sunsets and remembering how this all began…I was in love. He was sorta like my favorite pair of heels if that makes any sense haha! The ones you window shop and can’t imagine wearing because it’s not who you are or  isn't your style but you try them on anyways and they somehow don’t look that bad so you buy them and you’re still questioning but you go with it and they’re comfortable and you get compliments and so they grow on you more and more and soon in time they become your very favorite pair, that pair that no matter what people will notice and the compliments will make you feel good. He was sorta like my Anne Michelle, he was different in such a good way that I saw myself keeping them till I couldn't wear them no more. Like I said, I was in love!